I have been living in a void for a while now..but I could say that things are getting better.
My head is not into a lot of things that I was doing before. I find myself struggling and being very emotional, mostly because I enjoyed them more when she was living.
She would shower me with a lot of praise and words of encouragement; you could see pride written all over her face…her beautiful face😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
It comforting to know that I’m not the only one feeling the loss…we are many! The difference is that mine is greater than everyone else’s😔
I get these attacks and I break down in private because I feel like everybody has moved on and I dont want to drag them all back and so a dear friend of mine told me to think about her, write about her and not hold back the tears. Thats how I was going to heal both as a writer and an individual. It’s working gradually.
It’s hard to go back to normalcy but I know she wouldn’t want me to be stuck in this empty space. Not from what we talked about last..oh no she wouldn’t #fingers snap#slay moment😕
Death is a numbing event and healing is a process. From the look of it, I’d say that I’ll get there through prayer (and your prayers).